My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui o Komete

My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought

My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui o Komete

친애하는 나에게 살의를 담아 • प्रिय म, हत्यारा नियतले • The Killer Inside • Мое дорогое Я со злым умыслом • 親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて • 亲爱的我饱含杀意 • The Killer Inside • The Killer Inside • The Killer Inside • ?Dear Myself with Murderous Intent • ?Morderca w mojej głowie (Polish) • ?My Dearest Self, With Malice Aforethought • ?Shin'ai Naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete • ?Shinai Naru Boku he Satsui wo Komete • ?The Killer Inside (French) • ?The Killer Inside (German) • ?The Killer Inside (Italian) • ?为亲爱的我致上杀意 • ?為親愛的我致上殺意
SuggestiveViolence or Gore
Origination: Manga
Demographic: Seinen
Published: 2018
Status: 📗 Completed
Translation: 📗 Completed
Final Chapter: Volume 11, Chapter 97
Ranked: #1,791
Followed by 10,681 users
(738 ratings)

Urashima Eiji, a college student, goes to sleep after a fun drinking night with his friends. When he wakes up he discovers a beautiful girl next to him who treats him as if they are in a loving relationship. Later, Eiji finds out that 4 days have passed since he went out with his crew. What did he do during all that time and why does he have no memory of it? By confronting that reality, he will be caught in tragedy…

Official English Volumes: Kodansha USA

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Authors: Inoryuu Hajime
Artists: Itou Shouta
Genres: Drama, Ecchi, Mystery, Psychological, Slice of Life, Gore, Thriller
Publishers: Kodansha

Tags

  • Split Personality
  • Blood and Gore
  • Amnesia
  • 21st Century
  • Criminal/s
  • Investigation
  • Japan
  • Mafia
  • Mental Illness
  • Mysterious Death
  • Nudity
  • Police
  • Romantic Subplot
  • Serial Killer/s
  • Thriller
  • Torture
  • Violence
  • Crazy Male Lead
  • Abandoned Child/ren
  • Adoption
  • Crime Boss/es
  • Dark Ambience
  • Gang/s
  • Heartbreak
  • Mental Hospital
  • Mysterious Female Lead
  • Mysterious Male Lead
  • Student/s
  • University
  • University Student/s
  • Alcohol
  • Fight/s
  • Mysterious Illness
  • Post-Secondary Student/s
  • Violent Character/s
  • Virgin/s
  • Time Skip In Final Chapter/Epilogue
  • Comedic Moments in a Serious Manga
  • Gagged
  • LGBT Character in Non-Yaoi/Yuri Manga
  • Dissociative Identity Disorder
  • Adapted to JDrama

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Saizensekai

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Posted 4:03 AM · May 19, 2026

Recommended
10/10
Reviewed through Ch. 97 · 99%

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I cannot in good conscience let you skip this manga, as of rn this is my only review on this site. Please read this manga, its constant twists and second guesses of its own nature lead to such a satisfying mystery. Absolute cinema.

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HorseCockSucker

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Posted 8:46 PM · Jul 31, 2026

Recommended
10/10
Reviewed through Ch. 97 · 99%

One of my favorite Manga of all time

Guys I am not exaggerating when I tell you this but this manga is the definition of the PEAK, this is so underrated that I wish more people knew about this. Actually I already read this 3 years ago, I just come back to re-read it again. Of all the Mangas that I read, this is one of my most favorites so please give this manga a shot, I hope you won't regret it

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Posted 9:25 AM · Apr 16, 2026

Community Review
Reviewed through Ch. 97 · 99%

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It seemed slightly rushed toward the ending, but that didn't stop it from earning a solid 9/10 rating.

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